Until weigh-in day, I am both excited and nervous. I have been working out and today I had my first personal training session. I would love to say I can do this on my own and I don't need to spend the money on a trainer, but I can't. If I could do this completely on my own then I wouldn't have let myself get this fat. That's the truth. I have great intentions, but my motivation tends to die down when things get tough. I guess you could say I baby myself. That's where the personal trainer comes in. She can keep me focused and keep my going during those tough workouts. I need all the extra kicks in the ass I can get. I'm also going to try to fit in as many of the group classes being offered by the gym as possible. They are in a group setting, which will keep me motivated because I don't want to be the class loser that can't finish the workout and they have an instructor that will tell me what to do so I know I'm getting a really good workout. I just hope all my efforts pay off at the weigh-in.
I went back to work this week after being on maternity leave for 2 months. School also began this week and I am so close to finishing it's not even funny. I know my life is going to be extremely busy in the upcoming months and part of me wonders whether I can really handle all of this. I keep telling myself I can and I guess I will just have to take it one day at a time. No more sleeping in and having all day pajama days for me!
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